its has been a while not writing here. Its always feel good to read about my blog for past lives. How about now? how about future？
it will be great in future i believe.
No matter hows the life now. I’ll accept things that happened. It must be happened for a reason.
I’ll learn. learn to live. Live well.
I guess the home work of life going to unveil, soon.
No matter what, i wish all best goes to ppl around me.
Today is the most complicated plus mixed emotions in my intern life.
Gonna to tell story again…quite long story..
There is a psycho Auntie which I didn’t realise that she is psycho at first until I was in the same department with her.This auntie used to talk to me in hakka and seem like very friendly to me. She just has a kind-looking and chatted a lot with me from the first day I met her. There was one day she talked bad about my friend and criticized other races, but my friend and I just thought that she might be a little bit aggressive about races and a little bit weird.
This week I was placed in biochem department. There are 6 sections and very unfortunately, the system was broken down, biochem process is highly depend on the online system. So, they had to run offline/ manually for all the samples. However, that is not the main point. Yesterday, I went for her section and planned to work there for 2 days. I had no idea why she want to be dead against me. At first, she was explaining the procedures just faced to the malay girl and I was like trying to catch up what she’ve said. Then suddenly, she told the malay girl that I very blur right in front of me and said ” Your first day here doesn’t mean that u have right to not knowing anything”. Frankly speaking, I was very angry, and felt innocent because I’ve done nothing wrong and you didn’t teach how I supposed to know everything. DAMN IT! I did asked the malay girl was I really blurred? The malay girl said she also had no idea why the auntie said so.
Right after the word, I was very serious for the whole day, not smiling to her anymore, just done what she asked and the test was damn simple. The whole day I just listened to her complaining about everything, scolding everybody. Soon I came to a conclusion, that are some problems with this person.
So oklor, I was supposed to stay that section for 2 days and today she had to attend a course where she’s not in the list. ( I curi-curi over heard the other stuff told her that course offers to Pegawai Sains only, she is just juruteknik ) But still, she is attending! >_< ll Then she asked me to work all the things for her. Then today early in the morning, a few pegawai sains came to me and asked all the trainee to go back main section, they are lacking of people. I did explain to them that I was supposed to at the aunty section there. U know what, I got a very ‘geng’ respond, the pegawai sains said :” HER THINGS CAN WAIT, TELL HER IS PN. T ORDER, ANYTHING ASK HER TALK TO ME!”. wah…oklor, I’m just a trainee, of course I listen to the big people ma. I did feel bad, so I left a note for her.
There is a Popo in the main section pointed at me and told the pegawai sains that she want me to follow her. I stunned and walked away from the other 3 trainees. Then I think maybe because I did help her out a little bit on the first day so she want me continue gua..and then she told me about their hatred to the auntie. She told me that the whole lab knew that auntie got mental problem.omg…only I knew that the auntie pissed off all the stuffs there…but actually I don’t want involve with their complicated gossip thing la…So I just listened.
Then I was working there, actually quite grateful because popo actually did treasure me and thank me for my helping. Their stuff relationship among each other is great. A more suprise thing is, popo will come looking for me and bring me to the free breakfast. By the way, we met the auntie, she is smiling to everyone and walking around BUT SHE NEVER GO BACK TO HER SECTION AND NOT NOTICE MY NOTE! I knew it when I met her on the porch when I was going to lunch. Then I told her that was an order. After I came back from my lunch, don’t know why so bad luck, I met her again in the doorway. TMD! I was actually trying to escape from her and talk to my friends, manatau, she called me. haih…Then she asked me back to her section, she told PN. T dy. T____T Oklor, whatever, I back to her section, load all the sample, then I back to main section to inform popo that I was ordered to back again. Popo kinda of not allowed me back , kept dragging me, asked me help this help that. Then the popo told every stuff that auntie want me back but she don’t care, she’s not allow. Others like very support her, they’re STRONGLY AGREE WITH HER. I sweat again…I’m just a trainee…Back die, not back also die. Luckily the malay girl standby there, and I asked her to do me a favour to help me take care of that section.
Actually after lunch, all the stuffs back to their position and work because the course was over. I’VE NO IDEA WHERE THE HELL SHE WAS GOING BUT NOT WORKING IN HER OWN SECTION. By 4 something when almost time to go home, she appeared in the main section and walking around happily, she saw me,
then asked ” My things done yet? I asked u don’t turn urself here and there…”
I said” Ain(the malay girl) is helping out at ur section”
“Who?WHO??” ( She even don’t know the trainee name)
“The another trainee with me yesterday. Didn’t u go back ur section to have a look?” (I sien diao)
She talking loud ” I CARRY SO MANY THING, U WANT ME TO WALK HERE AND THERE AR?”
(!#%@#%#$*~%!, DAMN) Not speak of any, I just walked off, continued my work.
Her so-called “many things” are her bags to go home! WHY SHE CAN WALK AROUND AND HERE BUT NOT BACK TO HER OWN PLACE? The Indian stuff stand aside me and tell me ” Don’t bother her!”
Today is so dramatic for me, and I working non-stop… >___< TOTALLY EXHAUSTED but have to jot this SPECIAL DAY. I really don’t wish to involve with any war between them..I’m just a small small trainee…
I’m totally exhausted now, and I’m supposing studying something right now but my brain was totally stuck.
I’m just too hard to tell the whole story in detail but what I can conclude about today is
I had a hard time today, but
I had some 贵人 for helping me out and giving some very useful advices, and
I had fun time listening to the others interns story although they r in different races,
Well, I knew that
When God closes the doors, somewhere he opens a window.
I read about him when I was fifteen. The story about him is true? Don’t know yet.
FYI, John Titor claimed that himself is a time traveler from 2036.
The time he predicted there will be a civil war at 2011 after election in US is around the corner.
Lets see…to prove is he true. If yes, our world will be turn out like what he mentioned.
If not, HIS story really interesting to read!
I watched 1 season of Prison Break…is like I’m having holiday now >_< I was so not in mood of study.
Be a helper in my aunt’s kindergarden…Parent’s day. In fact, I don’t like to be involved in the event. So tiring and boring.
KFC after starved for the whole morning with xiao phang. She was scolded by me coz not staying cute like when she was a kid.
But, most of the time… I SLEEP! SLEEP and SLEEP AGAIN.
Is this holiday or study week? My brothers said that is no difference to me.=-=
Have u ever heard of “allergic to weather”?
I can assure most of u not, neither me.
I could never believe I had “infected” with this allergy.
With no causes, no specific treatment to cure and maybe it will last long for my entire life.
Oh ya, I havent explain what is that allergy symptoms on me.
It’s really a weird case, whenever I am in the cold temperature,
My skin near the joints area will start to appear redness and some bumps like mosquito bites appear
It is itchy!
I can never believe I was allergic to cold until I did small experiment on myself.
I dipped my hand in cold water for few minutes, the same symptoms appeared and thus I have no choice but go to seek doctor consultancy.
It came to the result that dr told me that is allergic to weather.
Just some medication to relieve it.
Extremely suffer because these days are extremely hot!
I wish I could be in the air-cond room forever, BUT why I having this kind of weird allergic?
I can’t choose but to stay my body in hot…T_____T
During night, my skin start to feel itchy again T_____T
I’m suffering from ALLERGIC!